Several thoughts this week….”Self Reliance” by Emerson. Thank you Davene for stressing to read this! Yes, difficult read, however, so worth it. It validated my hearts wisdom which I have insanely been resisting and trying to stifle all these years. I was and am not crazy after all.
Scroll Marked VI is so helpful to me and of course the timing is right. My emotions have been riding the hills up and down for the past week and it is comforting to read the words “all nature is a circle of moods and I am a part of nature and so, like the tides, my moods rise; my moods fall.” Relating to nature as I so easily do, Og’s descriptions help me detach from my moods, stand back and think, “oh, and this too, shall pass.” I am learning to detach myself from the old peptides which focused on what I did not want.
Reading the MKE #23 is serving me well. Since early on in this course we are directed to think of our desires. However, it really came to light in reading Item #10, “we must refuse to concentrate or think of anything except the things we desire.” So it really ‘clicked’ to not allow myself to think of what I am seeing as something that I do not want, rather dare to see and FEEL the vision of what I so desire even though reality is telling me something different.